shangrilavai

in my quiet time

in my quiet time

 

                                                                           by chris

In my quiet time

I am praying for my sake of love

To settle my dying fate

What good is it if I don’t have you

 

In my quiet time

I am standing still inside the holy heart of yours

For the grace of you have enchanted my soul

What good is it if I don’t have you

 

In my quiet time

I am begging as if a dog needs a bone

Outside your window shade

What good is it if I don’t have you

 

In my quiet time

I have one last desire

To overcome your glance of shadow

What good is it if I don’t have you

 

In my quiet time

I am dreaming of touching your snowy skin

To have the fortune in life that I share

What good is it if I don’t have you

 

In my quiet time

I have followed the ghost of you

Floating as if the lotus breathe the lake

What good is it if I don’t have you

 

In my quiet time

I am walking while the nightmares saying farewell

Nevertheless, it is still around here somewhere

What good is it if I don’t have you

 

In my quiet time

I am whispering the word of love for you

I don’t know if you have notice it

What good is it if I don’t have you

 

In my quiet time

I am watering the red rose for you

To be pick by you one day

What good is it if I don’t have you

 

In my quiet time

I never stopped praying

Praying for one last chance

And I know it is worth of dying to have you

 

Maybe for you I am no one

On the contrary, I need your soul

To spell me under the law of the fairies

To love you…and to be loved

 

 

 

 Was made 4/23/2005 8:23 PM

I’ve Dreamed Of You

I’ve Dreamed Of You

 

I’ve dreamed of you

In the past and future

Willing to deny our being

We’re always together

 

To seek for your smile within the dark night

When I caught you in my arms

The best I’ve ever had

When we promise to be a lover

 

It may be an ever after

Or a never-ending story

My holy Eve

My one and only angel

 

I miss you

I’m longing for you

For we are one

For you are my heaven sent

 

You have touch the deepest of me

The one that cannot be touched by the morning breeze

Your tender skin has melted me

And I’m dying inside of you

 

For all my life I’ve search for you

And the God has given me His dream

That dream becomes you

My truly goddess of Aphrodite

 

We’ve met in the time our love has past

As if the past never returns in this blessed day

I’m with you

For I have given you all of me

 

 

by Chris Yeremia (1^st May 2008)
inspired by Secret Garden-I’ve Dreamed Of You
for my heaven sent...I miss you

WTF?!?

it feels like everything that i've done for her were wrong...shit!
what the hell maann...!
human are so arrogant!! fucked up by their own divine principles...
i just wanna kill somebody...
u know...sometimes God can be very cruel and pushy...
i need His strength to defeat the world...wait...no, not the world...to defeat this foolish arrogant human!!
breathe...need to take a breath a bit...coz i'm over of it...
i'm a renegade, honey...i'll beat this ocean of fire...
running back to you...
run with me darling...even though you're like half a world away...
sometimes i'm speechless...there were times when i'm down on my knees begging for a reasons that can cheer me up...
i'm a renegade, darling...a renegade in this beautiful fucked up freekin' world..
at least just gimme a break to defend my own principles to you...and u should do the same...
other wise, we're just another freekin' losers...
i'm sober but i'm drunk...it ain't nice to see the things these days...
it ain't nice to let things be done...

Made of Glass

Space…deep dark space...

An awakening desire of my own desire...

Freedom to spell…freedom to tell…

If only I could do the spell…

Rise from the water…breathe from the sand

Crouching like an insane man

Do you feel it?

As I feel it…

I’m a renegade from the lunar sky

I’m alive with you

No more wings to fly

I’m dying without you

Look at the shadows within the glass

See if you could touch it

We’re all made of glass

Fragile as it seems…yet so foolish to lick it

Where do we go from here…

I should not to forget

These days are there…

I should not remember…

The line is thin

So thin that we can see what lies beneath the stars

The love grinned…

Smiling with our pale faces

I want to touch everything

Everything beyond the unperfected world

My blood is the reason

I’ve grown a rose of my own skeleton

How beautiful the thorn is

To cut the flesh as butter

My flesh…

My guilt, my honor, my reflection, my one and only grave souls…

I haven’t broken the glass…

Maybe I should

To reminisce the wounded heart

Cause we’re made of glass

was made by Yeremia, 13 July 2007..for the lost souls...

shit happens

Have u been in somekind a blur situation? where it seems that...you've been a fucked up person...Did you see the rain falls down today? Where everything seems more...beautiful and fresh but...black as the black see within the night...

i try to do the things that i can do the most...maybe not the best, but at least...gotta respect the things that have done in the past. No one seems can do that anymore...how fragile is our love, life and hope. I know that The Boss Upstair never give bad tests to anyone...it's just the human error that always fucked up. It's an area where there's a little bond...ironic isn't it if you think more aggressively than as its were...

Shit happens, i know that perfectly well my dear...but this big shit really happens! and its bugging me too much! I ain't like it for sure. It ain't nice to see the roses has fall down to earth below, where i cant reach it...it's too deep to reach. I think the sun has go down. Damn, i'm late to make it rise again!

After all, we're only humans. We should take it slow...we should...

whatever!!!!!!

i'm a bit tired right now...
tired of all this bullshit that trying to seduce me naked to the hell below...
whatever happens in the future, stays in the future
f*%k with all the mambo jumbo lies that they try to stuck it in my brain
i need a time to breakdown...i'm down now...down on my simple little knees to the bone...
i need a breakthrough...need to make a stand...
i have my ground...but it ain't fun to watch...
funny how everything was roses when we held on to the guns...
i'm a frequent flyer...
they are all liars...
nothing but some f%^@*kin hypocrates...
they speak with their f*%#ked up reasons...
tired of this life...need a changing seasons...
i'm dead now...dead as a scarecrow...
i need a new life...
life that can bring me...life...and alive...
it'll happen...you'll see...

where did everybody go when you need them...?????

i've love her...and own her...
i've down on my knees and yet i've survive...
but this one is really hard to loose it...
i love her too much...
i've fallen too deep into her arms...
she just make me laugh and happy...
a joy of surrender...i surrender to her...
i have promisse her my life...
and yes she worthy of everything...
no denial, no regrets for me to fallen for her...
i miss her always...and i love you my princess...
never run away...never slip away...never far away from me...
i can beg if i have to...just for you...
you are my final frontier...i hope so...it is a must!
i love you...

Definitely Maybe (Dancing…)

by chrysalis

Lazy…

I hung my hat at the back of my door

And I watch it glide

Stuck there…

            

I slept…

When I fought through the arms of the titans

In the quietness of the blessing night

Have forgotten in the sub zero minds

Maybe I died in that night

Maybe I’m just a ghost

Maybe I’m just ashes to the dust

Definitely maybe…

I walk like it’s forever

Fragility can kill me

It may…

When I go dancing in the clouds of sorrow

To be broken…it is the beginning of a new dawn

I fear the sun may burn me

Like the hell did once

When I go dancing through the shadow of hollow

In the highest valley of the fairies dell

I watch the nocturnal crow from the east

It sense the chaos of its claw

When I go dancing in the never land

It should’ve been spoken when time exist

Nevertheless, I decide it to crawl back to the grave of my own reflection

The evening mist hugs me in sphere

It crushes me to the bone

It so sweet to taste your flavor

A honey in a bee sting

It stung me

When I put my arms surround your body

A goddess…

As the morning daisies bloom

It sparks within the crystal mirror

There…I watch you sleep…

Rules of the death soul

The engagement from the devil

Like a black rose…so tender with thorns

When I go dancing and biting that black rose

I should never release the strap

To hold on…whatever it takes

I should never fell to the grown   

When I go dancing and ridding the Pegasus daughter

Once I’m the royal blood

Or maybe I have dreamed of that

However, maybe I only allow it just for fun

Definitely maybe…

Escapes from heaven

The mystical arrow was release by the cupids bow

Making the angels forgot

Making them humans

I forgot what I am

Have I kissed you before my dear?

Maybe I forgot too

What should I do then?

The trilogy

The mind, heart and soul

Still there…

It is I for heaven sake!

Draw me…paint me…

Dance with me…

Don’t hush me!

I’ll stand on my ground

It is the eternal psychedelic

Bragging unstoppably

So annoying

Definitely…not maybe…

In the end

There are no questions about it

There are also no answers to be bond

Just silences between the ripples of time…

It’s just a definitely maybe quotation…

            

            

Was made on

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

,

1:44 AM

 

The Sand and Stars (part deux)

I crawl as if a dog needs the bone

Where nightmares comes together in all form

Fragile as a mirror in the

Sahara

I took a private time in the window shade

Blowing the candle stick inside the mirage

It is fading and blur

The intuition does not seem to be modest

And a simple plan went down the flood

Nevertheless, it is unbreakable

I drift away from the swamp to the grave

Climbing from under casuarinas tree to the

Himalayas

Blowing the dust on the butterfly wings

Stretching the eagles nest in the dell

Removing the skeleton from my body

I don’t have anymore passion

Then I heard the violin player

Twinkling the grey fine wire

Singing something blue

It change the air around

It turns to something…warm

And the ice melting from the pole

The Virgo tries to claps his wings

And fly like the spring seeds through the forest

To step on the rainbow

And to farewell the guidance of the sunset

So brave and peaceful

The rain stops crying

I can see the stars shining on the far horizon

So bright, that blinded my sight

The awakening from the never-ending sleep

I run to the sign

To grab the white sand from the last beach

I wonder how it felt to be the fairy

To levitate against the gravities

Breaking all rules and destroying all odds

For you, mademoiselle I make potion

To clear the glass of youth

I bow to Thee

I bow to the elemental being, which created the pure essence

Within the centre of the paradise of wisdom